Happy b'day Niek hope you had a good day.Originally Posted by nova_niek
Ellen (the significant other half) threw me a birthday party and secretly invited mr. Vlietje over. To say I was well chuffed would be an understatement.
Happy b'day Niek hope you had a good day.Ellen (the significant other half) threw me a birthday party and secretly invited mr. Vlietje over. To say I was well chuffed would be an understatement.
Thank you Stu, it was great!
One day I'll start a build thread. One day...
Going to the scrap yard today to get some bits for the corsa and the golf I felt like a kid in a toy shopI was in and out of every corsa
getting over 4 hours sleep !
a very very rare and much needed occurrence.
pisses all over my usual 1 or 2 hours (which is why im so retarded)
You wanna stop the phet mate
speeeeeeeed !... and meth... and skag !
dammit, im a junkie.
seriously tho,
my hearing / inner ear / hearing side of my brain, is wrecked, which basically wont ever let me shut down, untill my body is at critical energy levels, and has no choice.
i dont know how long the mind and body can survive like this, ive been a walking science experiment for nearly 4 years.
Very cool pic
All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one PepsiFar from suicidalStill I get them tendenciesBringing back them memories
That I really miss when I reminisce
getting over 4 hours sleep !
a very very rare and much needed occurrence.
pisses all over my usual 1 or 2 hours (which is why im so retarded)Bugger all works, had imsomina (sp?) For about 7-8 years, nothing works. Even tried valum, that helped for a week or so, then by body grew to fight it.speeeeeeeed !... and meth... and skag !
dammit, im a junkie.
seriously tho,
my hearing / inner ear / hearing side of my brain, is wrecked, which basically wont ever let me shut down, untill my body is at critical energy levels, and has no choice.
i dont know how long the mind and body can survive like this, ive been a walking science experiment for nearly 4 years.
Only been maybe 2years ive slept better for. Can sleep from 11ish till 7/8. But i still wake up alot in that, but can get back to sleep quick.
Hope you get over it too.
All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one PepsiFar from suicidalStill I get them tendenciesBringing back them memories
That I really miss when I reminisce
glad to hear you managed to finally get some.
most people under estimate how important sleep is. the body cant repair/recharge/digest/electrically communicate with itself, anywhere near as effective as usual.
ive tried all sorts of wacky, unorthadox stuff, to see any minute improvements. ive found some things, but not many.
diet control helps, but you have to be so strict with what you put into your mouth, that its hard to stick to.
stopping smoking helps, (better oxygen utilization is a big one), which i really need to do, but its got its hooks in me, and not so easy.
ive noticed differences in the positions you sleep too. like 2 hours flat on your back, is as good as 4 hours on your front. and legs need to be outstretched too, to take the strain off your lower half muscles.
various certain things like that.
im sure youve also tried a lot yourself during those 8 years.
last year the nhs tried me out on a batch of there heftiest knock-out pills, but still didnt work.
quite scary actually those pills, as they basically disabled my body. an hour after taking them, i went to get up out of a chair, to go take a piss, and i fell to the floor, as my legs didnt seem to work, very quickly after that i lost the use of the rest of my body, and was unable to move for about an hour. all i could do was stare at the ceiling, whilst being wide awake, untill i could get up again.
crazy pills !
luckily managed to hold my bladder, and didnt piss myself on the floor
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